Each day goes by and it turns into history. Each day goes by i get older. Each day goes by college approaches. Ok..those 3 facts alone is enough to make me piss my pants at nite haha. Ive been gettin more and more college letters. It keeps reminding me of how close i am to college. And college scares me mayan! Cuz where ever i go things wont be the same!! All my freinds are headed in seperate directions. I cant juss follow one of them...gotta take my own path. But its gonna be so weird goin to college and not seeing my old friends. Something new isnt always something better. Alot of the times its just something different. But do i really want different? Do i even know wat DIFFERENT is?! I've hung out with the same guys since elementary...and were all dayam tite. How do i picture going to a place of skooling and not havin "my boys" with me? this sux....

A year and a half is wat i got left. To enjoy highskool. Enjoy my final time with these people i may never see again. Gotta make some memories haha. U know how we do. Can't hold back now...gotta say wat im thinking. Be the person i wanna be. ::sigh:: watever.

NE WAYS! ive been listening to slow jams alot again! i LOVE that shiet! haha. Its been so long since i listened to all those. That great 8th/9th grade music haha. Mayan fairview was fun stuff haha.

Welp the anthrax is gettin better. but i stil feel like crap. and i didnt finish chem ahh. Maybe ill wake up early 2morrow and copy someone :D hah ne ways im out. LATER.



Oh hey nicole...i havent talked to u in a HeLLa long time! e-mail me woman....tell me whats been up :D. haha miss ya much.
posted by Philip at 11:36 PM